What makes one commit suicide? I am not even sure if I could start to judge something I have never experienced. But in the eve of witnessing from afar two deaths of very accomplished people, I can only wonder, what does it hold in store for us all. I have myself experienced the dark cloud that can cary us all into the pit of despair, but I always carried a hope of something better to come. Maybe in the end for some people, there is no more hope left, and we are the only ones left to grief.